2009年8月9日 星期日

Are we still in love?
Are we reaching the end of it?
Are we there yet?
You will never understand why I am acting the way I am.
I hate to explain myself.
You simply will never get it.
Sometimes you can't meet it in the half way.
How ironic........
It's awfully dreadful and sad in my blog.
I just realized it.
If there is a way for me to let out the steam in life, my blog is definitely one of it.
I guess, in this way, it's not too psycho if I want to keep it this way.
But then, this ultimately reveals a bigger character's flaws.
I care too much....
about EVERYTHING but the important things.

Let it be me.

I am not angry nor sad.
I feel I have nothing to say.
If you really have to find a reason, let it be me then.

2009年7月23日 星期四

12 books

I can't really rate the importance(the book had brought to me) so I just put them in random* order.

Random, when it pops out of my head. =)

1. The Historian.
2. The Name of The Rose.
3. The Stranger.
4. The Island of Yesterday.
5. The Handmaid's Tale.
6. Dante Club.
7. Looking Awry.
8. Flowers for Algernon
9. Dream of The Red Chamber-曹雪芹Cao Xueqin
10.Fahrenheit 451
11. Arsene Lupin
12. Stella Luna

2009年6月24日 星期三

It's truly like a karma.
The more you want to put it behind you, the more it hunts you back.
I often wonder: Am I really the only one who has issue?
I don't have any close friends.
Sad but true.
I do have social schedule but that's all.
Sometimes I felt like I am all alone.
I keep on losing track on others
It seems to me that I subconsciously trying to maintain a proper distance with people.

Where do I belong or where don't I ?

做自己

從來都不覺得作自己很難
也許因為老是以為自己特立獨行 與眾不同
最深沈的恐懼便是與刻板印象不謀而合

近來 發現 自己越來越和常態分配靠近
這也絕非舊聞
高中時的覺悟:自己絕非品味特異之人,只不過早別人一步罷了
現今的覺悟又是什麼呢?

最大的敵人不過就是自己吧。

2009年5月19日 星期二

在被耗盡的當下重生 是一種幸福嗎?
轉眼間 就要兩年
我還是一樣 一事無成
你 要離開了
人世間的事情怎麼了呢?

無意間找到被埋藏已久的心情
怎麼開始 就該怎麼結束

有人曾經對我說過:
我跟妳一樣,很不喜歡一個人。
可是,我們如果先接受的話,接下來的關係就會更好!
我們雖然很不一樣,可是也很相似。