It's truly like a karma.
The more you want to put it behind you, the more it hunts you back.
I often wonder: Am I really the only one who has issue?
I don't have any close friends.
Sad but true.
I do have social schedule but that's all.
Sometimes I felt like I am all alone.
I keep on losing track on others
It seems to me that I subconsciously trying to maintain a proper distance with people.

Where do I belong or where don't I ?