文學理論中,俄國的形式主義者認為 :『文學是與現實的疏離』
文學中所使用的語法、詞彙,多是與現實脫離無法輕易被理解的。
寫作的意義不就是想把自己心理的感覺表達出來嗎?
假若,寫作的意義只為製造出一種疏離感,如此豈不是將文學限制在個人的領域?
對我來說,寫作的意義不僅僅在於抒發個人情感;更重要的是,在寫作完成後,被閱讀的過程。
我害怕被閱讀,也許是一種潛意識裡缺乏自信的表徵。
但是,不被閱讀,反而是一種更深沈的悲哀。
2008年11月27日 星期四
無題
在開始之前 就應該知道會有這樣的結果
再怎麼說 也不是不是知道自己被詛咒
不顧一切向前衝的結果是 讓周遭的人 相關或是不相關 都受到傷害
我不知道怎麼處理我跟你
一昧的閃躲不是一個好辦法
怎麼就只有我躲你 你有躲我嗎?
再怎麼說 也不是不是知道自己被詛咒
不顧一切向前衝的結果是 讓周遭的人 相關或是不相關 都受到傷害
我不知道怎麼處理我跟你
一昧的閃躲不是一個好辦法
怎麼就只有我躲你 你有躲我嗎?
2008年10月30日 星期四
My life will

This is my new favorite song by Deserts Xuan
看著我沉默的憂傷
說不懂 不能懂 你以為夠明確的
我怎麼會迷惑的 生命的 真相
然而 忘了我們分別的語言
分別的視線
分別過去的餘煙
所以你總是知道 卻也總是不理解
my life will find its way; I say
(so, we will)
still love, still hate; we will get and lose, and all will still remain
my life will find its way; I say
(and we are)
but the body and the spirit
也不知道我是不是羨慕你的
但這應才是最傷人的地方
我想你一直都同意
領悟或看開些什麼真得需要時間
可 我野放的心
我是 在遠的邊界看你 想
怎麼過 都別給限
my life will find its way; I say
(so, we will)
still love, still hate; we will get and lose, and all will still remain
my life will find its way, I say
(and we are)
but the body and the spirit
my life will find its way; I say
(so, we will)
still love, still hate; we will get and lose, and all will still remain
my life will find its way; I say
(and we are)
but the body and the spirit
(we are…)
but the body and the …
2008年10月28日 星期二
Yes, We can!

The result of 2008 American Presidential election will be reveled after November 4th. As a Taiwanese, I feel not so strongly related to it. After I am not American, my words, my thoughts won't matter. However, on the other hand, America as the most power country , also known as World Police. It is extremely important for almost everyone who lives on this planet. To be honest, you will never know ,maybe one day, one decision made by Americans will change your country, you life. Imagine, one day American tell Chinese it is okay to attack Taiwan.... Under this kind of fear, I have been told it is more beneficial for Taiwan if Republican get the office. They would lean more to Taiwan.
The election at 2000, I remember I was trill to find out that George W. Bush got elected. At the time, I thought it might be better for Taiwan. The fact is, nothing changed . Everything remains the same like the Clinton's time. Party shifting doesn't mean much. Of course, it will be a bit different but nothing drastic. At least not in eyes. It makes me wonder, if it doesn't matter much who takes office, then maybe we should really look into their economic, education, social welfare policy, etc.
This year, I start to pay more attention into American President election. Mostly because we are facing the greatest repression after 1920. Even till now, none can make a solid conclusion why the great depression happened in 20's, not to mention the one we are facing now. We are at our new "low". However most of us fear that this is not the darkest time yet. The worst is on its way about to come. At such a chaos time, we need someone who cares about us not the lobbyists, speaks for us, not for the big corporation, knows what we need, not what the top10% need. For some reason I can really see this quality in Obama. Yes, it could all be a very successful campaign. This will all be another campaign slogan.
This might be a weird analogy, but I can really see the similarity in Obama's campaign and communism.This probably is going to cause a lot of confusion and misunderstanding. After all, people who grow up with capitalism often intimated by communism. But what I meant here is not about that, I meant the power to affect you, the power to make believe. Yes, I want to believe. I want to believe that we can change, we can make a difference. No matter how many times, I have seen Obama's campaign, his foreign, energy, economic, education, tax policies and etc. I feel like I can see hope in America.
Lyrics-
It was a creed written into the founding documents that declared the destiny of a nation.
Yes we can.
It was whispered by slaves and abolitionists as they blazed a trail toward freedom.
Yes we can.
It was sung by immigrants as they struck out from distant shores and pioneers who pushed westward against an unforgiving wilderness.
Yes we can.
It was the call of workers who organized; women who reached for the ballots; a President who chose the moon as our new frontier; and a King who took us to the mountaintop and pointed the way to the Promised Land.
Yes we can to justice and equality.
Yes we can to opportunity and prosperity.
Yes we can heal this nation.
Yes we can repair this world.
Yes we can.
We know the battle ahead will be long, but always remember that no matter what obstacles stand in our way, nothing can stand in the way of the power of millions of voices calling for change.
We have been told we cannot do this by a chorus of cynics...they will only grow louder and more dissonant ........... We've been asked to pause for a reality check. We've been warned against offering the people of this nation false hope.
But in the unlikely story that is America, there has never been anything false about hope.
Now the hopes of the little girl who goes to a crumbling school in Dillon are the same as the dreams of the boy who learns on the streets of LA; we will remember that there is something happening in America; that we are not as divided as our politics suggests; that we are one people; we are one nation; and together, we will begin the next great chapter in the American story with three words that will ring from coast to coast; from sea to shining sea --
Yes. We. Can.
2008年10月16日 星期四
吉它 A short story
You can't say she is amazing...I mean she is okay but that is it!She is that kind of girl who plays at the local little crappy indie pub where smells like cigarette, sells cheap booze. People who hang there are all younger than 28 with no exception. Use something Marge would say" There are filled with nice fat girls who can't afford being mean. To be honest, I don't like Marge, no..that is not true. Truth be told, I don''t really know Marge. How can you dislike someone you don't even know? Somehow Marge got this miraculous power which would trigger people's unpleasant feelings toward her.
2008年10月7日 星期二
鴨子
2008年9月15日 星期一
2008年9月13日 星期六
2008 0914
我對他的情感是複雜的、飄移、閃躲、偶然浮現的
儘管 我對他多所埋怨
然而,也許我所看到的 正是我所畏懼的
他的性格和我有太多雷同之處
這也正是 我對他的作為雖不甚苟同卻能心領神會
思緒遊蕩
我想到 有天 有人 同我說:一早醒來,發現環繞在女人的香水味中,卻對前晚的事,全無記憶。
好久沒有徹夜狂歡 一覺醒來 發現自己深處於別人的香味之中
儘管 我對他多所埋怨
然而,也許我所看到的 正是我所畏懼的
他的性格和我有太多雷同之處
這也正是 我對他的作為雖不甚苟同卻能心領神會
思緒遊蕩
我想到 有天 有人 同我說:一早醒來,發現環繞在女人的香水味中,卻對前晚的事,全無記憶。
好久沒有徹夜狂歡 一覺醒來 發現自己深處於別人的香味之中
秋颱
去年的此時 同樣的颱風天 同樣的陰雨綿綿
我們一起取暖 躺在床上 讓思緒漫遊
我們想的 是同一件事吧?
你曾經埋怨過我 當初你吻我的時候,怎麼沒說你不是單身。
是不是單身,有那麼重要嗎?
現在看來,的確無關緊要,無緣是我們的共識。
今年同樣的秋颱 也許是勾起了一些不該被勾起多愁善感的片段
你突然想起我
但是 我依然不是 你想要的那個人
置之不理是最好的結果。
我們一起取暖 躺在床上 讓思緒漫遊
我們想的 是同一件事吧?
你曾經埋怨過我 當初你吻我的時候,怎麼沒說你不是單身。
是不是單身,有那麼重要嗎?
現在看來,的確無關緊要,無緣是我們的共識。
今年同樣的秋颱 也許是勾起了一些不該被勾起多愁善感的片段
你突然想起我
但是 我依然不是 你想要的那個人
置之不理是最好的結果。
2008年8月8日 星期五
Yes, I am pathetic. I stay at home on Friday night and use internet!

OK, it is 1am Friday night or Saturday morning Taiwan time.
I just found out almost all the applications that I used on facebook are under maintenance. There can millions of reasons for it. However, it can be categorized into two, first: there might be a major security breach, malfunction in the system, and so on and so on; second, this maintenance could be carefully designed to self repair or something (forgive me about the technical term, I am no expert in it. In fact, I am totally sucked at it.) at the period of time which it would influence on lesser users. Let's hope it is not the first one, as much as I would hate it if it is the second one.Seriously, second one makes me look bad but first one put my privacy into danger.. Tough call...
Assume that Friday night is the time which lesser users log online, what do people do on Friday night then?So obviously.....people either go out on Friday night or go to sleep. There are not many normal minded person would stay at home on Friday night, wearing unattractive old granny PJ, and log onto facebook.
There I admitted, " Yes, I am pathetic. I stay at home on Friday night and use internet!"
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