2010年7月10日 星期六

午夜人肉列車

恩 今晚我和J君的晚餐電影是 午夜人肉列車
並不是一部適合在用餐的時候興賞的電影 that's for sure.......
片名十分言簡意賅:午夜,人肉,列車.
劇情自然不用多說 大致上也就是在最後一班地鐵上的人肉....


唯一讓我覺得驚豔的是電影的色調 是我一向喜愛的日系藍色
也就只有這樣了
男女主角演技絕對有待加強
全片血漿四射 我想這應該是以吸血鬼為主要觀賞者所制拍的電影

2010年7月6日 星期二

2010年7月3日 星期六

有感

當我所擁有的僅僅剩下我對你的想像
我跟你之間的連結應聲而斷
我們是兩個在現實中獨立而永不相交的個體
然而在虛幻的想像世界裡 我們卻那樣地親密和熟悉
這樣弔詭且矛盾的事實卻常常激起一抹微笑
我不需要擁有你 真實的肉體往往沒有虛幻的想像來得誘人
我寧願就這樣默默地讓你成為我的心靈伴侶
也不要任何因為了解而帶來的毀滅

2010年6月28日 星期一

Things I miss about having mom around.

Due to some unexpected heart problems, my mom has stayed in the hospital for almost three months now. It's intersting how one will never apperciate having someone around, only when that person isn't there anymore.

The things I miss about having my mom around are:

1. I miss her tieing up the ribbon on my dress. Or how she help me to zip up the back zipper.
=> It is something really small and insignificant but everytime I put on a dress, I miss her.

2. I miss how she would lay on my bed and chat with me.
=> Now she's in the hospital, I often laid on my bed and wondering what she would tell me if she was here.

3. I miss how happy and cheerful she was.
=> It is simply different when she's not around.

4. I miss how I could go to her for just about anything.
=> She's always got my back!

2010年6月25日 星期五

New resolution!

My new resolution for this week/month/year is stop obsessing on stuff I know I shouldn't.

2010年6月20日 星期日

生命的盡頭



距離生命的盡頭 對我來說已經不遠了
我的論文不斷不斷的折磨著我
以油盡燈枯來形容我的狀態都還過度美化

I can only hope: the night is darkest before dawn...

2010年5月25日 星期二

Crash and Burn


Maybe because I have reached the age that people around me start to settle down.
I never reject the possibility of marriage but also not very excited about it.
After having a long, intense conversation with a good friend of my, I came to some conclusions.


He told me that the reason he married his wife is because she has really good personality and they would have a stable life together. Emotionally speaking, she wasn't the best candidate to marry; rationally speaking, she was the best partner to spend the life with. That is, of course extremely selfish. They marry for few years now and everything is like what he would plan it. He said, sometimes when the love or the attraction gets too intense or strong, it is meant to fail.

Strangely enough, I understand what he said but I can do the same? I am so hopelessly romantic (in some ways) that I would rather die alone than die unhappy.
我從來沒辦法體會當你跟我說 你與前女友共度你婚禮的前一晚
這件事情最後終於成為壓垮你婚姻的最後一根稻草

現在我懂了

也許你跟我一樣都不甘屈服於社會的壓力
這大概也就是為什麼你說我會過得很辛苦

謝謝你給的預言 儘管當時的我並不了解

2010年2月1日 星期一

當什麼都說不出來的時候 就越是要說些什麼 靜默是最刻骨銘心的處罰'
弔詭的是 言不及義 表面上看來歡鬧 卻才是最無聲的狀態
越吵雜的音樂中 痛苦的嘶吼越刺耳

2009/02/01

I need to give up something in order to gain more.