Maybe because I have reached the age that people around me start to settle down.
I never reject the possibility of marriage but also not very excited about it.
After having a long, intense conversation with a good friend of my, I came to some conclusions.
He told me that the reason he married his wife is because she has really good personality and they would have a stable life together. Emotionally speaking, she wasn't the best candidate to marry; rationally speaking, she was the best partner to spend the life with. That is, of course extremely selfish. They marry for few years now and everything is like what he would plan it. He said, sometimes when the love or the attraction gets too intense or strong, it is meant to fail.
Strangely enough, I understand what he said but I can do the same? I am so hopelessly romantic (in some ways) that I would rather die alone than die unhappy.
